Self Care

About a month ago I came across a little daily devotional book on my book shelf. I've had if for some time, but had never read it. Its title is Meditations for Women who do to Much (clearly someone who doesn't know me at all must have gifted this little tome to me!). The devotion for today spoke of the binding power of guilt, and how we often feel driven to always place our energies outside of ourselves, feeling overwhelmingly guilty if we keep anything for us. Ever fiber of my being knows this kind of guilt, and an inherent drive to always be doing for others. Part of this inclination is what drew me into a life of Ministry. The author says, "We have to take care of ourselves before we can clearly and cleanly give to others." Logically, I know this to be true, but making my instincts and inclinations believe (and behave) is another story completely. Today, my prayer is that we would each spend a moment in self reflection, taking stock of who and what we are in this moment. How is it with your soul? Do you need to step up, or step back. I give you permission, I give me permission to save some of our energies for us. It is only when we care for ourselves that we can best give to others. We must honor and nurture the Holy Spirit within, before we can ever begin to share Christ with the word around us.